Do you ever do something in life that you realise that you shouldn’t have done? I did that and it stinks. It starts to question your whole life and you start to wonder what you are all about.
I am too stupid sometimes. I don’t think about how my words sound! I don’t like to be out of my comfort zone, and I never mean to hurt anyone. But I guess life is like that – after all I am only human. Yep I am not perfect. Yep my family is not perfect. Yep I have kids who scream, fit and are very loud. Yep I stuff up all of the time. But what can I say? I am moving forward. I am learning. I will have to watch how I write from the heart.
Sometimes I Need To Have A Quiet Moment
Which is next to impossible in my family! We are in a small Motorhome. I like that. We get to spend quality time together – its actually something that we all have become used to. Its not an ideal situation, but its our life. For that I don’t think that I should have to say sorry for. Our boys are growing up differently – we are outside the square that’s for sure! But I like it like that.
So I gave up a house. I don’t ever regret that decision. I made that with full knowledge that our boys needed more from life. We needed a different life to what we were living. You see our family is not perfect. We fight and we are loud. But that is who we are. Sorry but I think that our boys are growing up ok.
Who knows – maybe I have done the wong thing for our family.
Who knows- maybe I am a bad Mum for my boys. But then again what is perfect. What is the perfect family?
I am who I am. I am not going to so sorry for wanting a different lifestyle. I am saying that I wrote something at New Life on the Road that I didn’t think about before I published it. But I wrote about what I was grateful for, and how I was grateful for moving on. I love our different way of life, and I wouldn’t swap it for the world.
Not good enough for other families? Sorry if that is not good enough for other families! But it is what it is. I am moving in a new direction, and I want to experience life. I don’t want a house that we can’t afford. I don’t want bills that we can’t pay. I don’t want to have to clean a big house. I don’t want to have to keep our yard clean. That was what I was trying to say. That is all.
I am going to be very careful from now on, because I never ever want to hurt anyone – that was never my intention ever.
Lisa
























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